Disturbed...

Stressed...Angry...Stressed...Angry...Disturbed...Disturbed. A bit confused on the state of my mind, but if the need be to define it in a word. I would say "Disturbed". Sooner or Later the work seems to start taking its toll and in a "constant" state of "instability", the mind seems to toss around. The competition seems to be with oneself, for the individual task of everyone seems to be piled up on one and one only. Still seem to be stuck bothering, preparing or rather working. The understanding seems to be scarce. An introspection reflect(s) lot many actions not to relieve but to freak out. Patience & Control seems to be the relieving but they aggravate the state further. They are not the cure either for they makes you stay in the same place. Days just comes as break to the further sufferings the mind has to go through. 

But, hey this didn't mean I am down, the fight is still on, what if I'm out of breath and out of beats and definitely sooner or later out of my mind.